The last two weeks serve as another example of the exciting place to which I've come in my life. After concluding our first quarter grading period, which lasted nine weeks, teachers and students in Gallup-McKinley County Schools received a week break to collect their thoughts and recover from more than two months of study. It was certainly a challenging time for me, coming in as a new teacher, but as I calculated students' grades and filled out report cards, the rush of what I am currently doing for a profession truly hit me, and I felt thankful, once more, for the critically important opportunity I've come across to change educational inequality in this country for the better.
After spending Monday through Thursday, basking in the glory of a leisurely life of running, reading, writing, and relaxing in Gallup, I headed on up to Denver for the third convening of my Front-Line Leaders Academy (FLLA). As some of you may know, FLLA is a program with which I've been involved since May. It is run by People For The American Way (PFAW), a progressive political advocacy group based in Washington, D.C., which is in the business of training progressive young leaders in the nuts and bolts of running a winning campaign. They encourage us to run young, and, as someone who's long wanted to do this (since November 3rd, 2004), I've appreciated the real-life practice and straightforward criticism and suggestions that our trainers have offered during the first three conferences.
Denver is a cool city! I'd never been before, aside from stopping through in the airport on my way to destinations beyond. However, as we made our way back to the hotel and saw the, I will say, 'post-modern' nature of downtown, I thought that Denver would be a cool place to visit. After reuniting with my other Fellows (there are 20 of us, in total), who are becoming something of a family to me, we began our training. I gave a brief presentation on TFA and my experience with the organization, as several other fellows, most of whom are still in college and all of whom are incredibly passionate, dynamic individuals, have expressed interest to me in applying for, or at least learning more about, TFA.
The presentation went well. I felt comfortable explaining my time as a teacher over the first nine weeks and confident that all the passion I feel for what I'm doing and trying to do with my student, shined through to the other fellows. After my opening statements, my peers asked good, meaningful questions regarding the difficulties of teaching, the logistics of teaching while trying to pay back student loans, as well as the support structure a TFA Corps Member has. I believe that I provided helpful information to my friend and think that many of them will now strongly consider applying for TFA.
After my presentation, we moved into a public speaking session, overseen by our communications guru, political consultant and PFAW staff, Joel Silberman. Joel is an incredible man, coming to the political scene after a long and successful career in the arts. He can sing, act, and, most importantly for us, he knows what looks good in a presentation. His criticism is tough, real, and helpful, and will leave us ready and confident when we step up before crowds to tell them who we are.
I must admit that I was not as prepare to deliver my speech as I would have liked to be. My first draft was written hastily, and I'd not been able to memorize the second draft, as we were supposed to do. However, once I began speaking, rather off-the-cuffedly, I would say, I began to feel more and more confident. I spoke about the ills of educational inequality in Northwestern New Mexico, as well as its connection to economic hardship and environmental degradation. Many of these connections simply make sense, and as I moved through my discourse, I gained steam. Hopefully, this will become a recurring pattern as I give more and more speeches. Gaining confidence as a public speaker was something that would make this weekend particularly special to me.
Dinner on the opening night was outstanding. We went to Bubba Gump Shrimp Co., a charming establishment fashioned, of course, off of the themes of the acclaimed '94 blockbuster, Forrest Gump, a personal favorite and Academy Award winner for Best Picture. We had several engaging speakers, most of whom were young elected officials (YEOs). They included our program's head, Commissioner Andrew Gillum, who is an incredibly charismatic young leader and city commissioner from Tallahassee, Florida and Representative Alisha Morgan (D-GA), who won a state house race as an African American woman in her early twenties in a district largely comprised of the constituency who sent GOP stalwart Newt Gingrich to Congress.
Alisha is a personal favorite of mine in the program. She constantly keeps us focused, especially in terms of why we want to run and, I think more importantly, why we deserve to serve as elected officials. She demands that we find that vision, that motivation that will drive us every day on the campaign trail. I have found mine, and Alisha's constant encouragement and persistence in challenging us to perform at a higher standard has certainly played a great role in my personal development as a leader.
The main speaker of the night was a young state representative from Colorado, who is currently running what will most likely be a successful campaign for state senate. Rep. Mike Garcia (D) spoke to us about being a young, graduate student at the University of Arizona in Tucson, on his way to a career as a political science professor. One day, he received an opportunity to serve as a legislative assistant for a Democratic representative in Washington offered through the Congressional Hispanic Caucus. He loved his experience there and the ability it gave him to play a meaningful role in shaping people's lives in a very real way.
After Rep. Garcia's fellowship ran out, he found himself disinterested in the life of a student and teacher's assistant at U of A. He felt lost and wanted to become involved in the political process in his home state of Colorado. After searching unsuccessfully for a job as a staffer for an elected official at the state legislative level (these positions typically do not exist in the full-time form), it dawned of Rep. Garcia one day, during class, that he should simply drop everything and run for office himself. The issue was, he had no idea how to do say. After doing research and sitting down with his family to plan their campaign in what was one of the most organic, grassroots-oriented manners I've ever heard, he beat out three estalishment candidates as an unknown in the Democratic primary and went on to victory in the general. Mark's story is inspiring and illustrative of the open nature of running for office in our democracy. It shows that anyone, with the right motivation and fire in their heart, can do great things and connect with voters. I hope to run with the same steam that Rep. Garcia exhibited in his first election.
Saturday provided several helpful sessions. We discussed everything from fundraising to communications to ethical campaigning and policymaking. What I appreciate so much about FLLA and similar training institutions in which I've taken part is the very 'real' way in which they prepare trainees to successfully run for office. We all have optimism, but optimism, though critical, will only take one so far. We need skills that will help us be effective, transparent candidates, and FLLA does a great job of providing these skills.
At the close of the day, there was excitement in the air as fellows were to receive their roles in the program's graduation project. The project consists of a simulated election. We were each to be given a role in a campaign, including candidate, campaign manager, communications manager, finance manager, and field manager. Four candidates were to be selected, who would then go to the business of building their team. There was nervous anticipation amongst many fellows, but I felt comfortable in that whatever role I was given, I would do my best to succeed.
When we received our envelopes containing our positions, I calmly and slowly (it was hard to open!) opened mine. The process reminded me of college, when the professor would return tests or papers to the class. Amidst typical chaos, I would always slowly look at mine, often waiting until leaving the class and building altogether to look at my mark. I see no need to flip out in situations of great anticipation. Indeed, as the Good Doctor Mr. Luther King, Jr., once said in one of my favorite quotes from him: 'The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but in times of challenge in controvery.' Amidst the controversy, I stayed calm and looked at my envelope.
Candidate. I was confident that this was the role that I would receive, and when I saw my name on the board, and a matching indication on my card, confirming that this would be my role, I felt excited, determined, and ready to get started. After leaving the training site, fellows walked back to hotel in an anxious mass, with many negotiating to determine on which team they would work. I was determined to have my team form organically. After glancing at the list indicating campaign roles, I selected my top-tier candidates for each position and decided that I would wait until a bit later in the evening to make the ask. I walked back to the hotel with Jessica Carter, an incredibly intelligent and charismatic young woman from Philadelphia, Mississippi, currently studying at Cornell. Jessica doesn't know it yet, but she possesses a quite power that draws people to her. I first noticed this quality in Jessica at our first conference in Atlanta, when she stood before the group and told her story of traveling from a tiny town in rural Mississippi to one of the country's most prestigious universities in upstate New York. If that were not enough testimony to the strength, confidence, and ambition of this young woman, she has decided that her political path leads back to her home-state, where she will run for mayor and then...who knows?
Right away, I knew I wanted Jessica on my team, and as soon as we locked eyes, I knew she felt the same way. We began to talk and quickly solidified her position as communications manager in the campaign. FLLA staff has been working with Jessica to open up more as a speaker, and placed her in the communications manager role as a means of helping her along in this regard. I have no doubt that her life experience, creativity, and boldness that will emerge in full-force during the campaign will make Jessica an intricate part of our campaign's success.
The fellows, seeing as how it was our last night together at the conference, decided to go to dinner together. When I arrived in the lobby and stepped off the elevator, my eyes almost immediately locked with Angie Buhl, a razor-sharp, extremely pleasant senior from South Dakota, who I'd identified as the campaign manager I wanted on my team. Throughout the FLLA program, Angie and I had developed a great friendship, and our mutual confidence in one another was evident from early on. As soon as our eyes hooked up, she approached me, and we both were kind of like, 'yeah- we're going to be on the same team!' Since there were not quite enough fellows to fill all positions on all teams, one team member was going to have to do double-duty on my staff. So, I asked Angie if she would feel comfortable, in addition to serving as campaign manager, head up our effort's financial operations. She agreed, and we had the second piece of the puzzle in place!
Jesse Wolfson was the person I knew I wanted to go after to run our field activities. Jesse is a 'super-senior', as he'll excitedly tell you, at Yale, majoring in mathematics and hoping to pursue a PhD. in the same subject beginning next year. He has one of the sharpest minds of anyone I've yet met, and we have connected at a number of political discussions during the courses of the conference. Our outlooks on politics, and the current ruptured state of democracy in our country, largely match. We lament the departure from truth that elected officials seem to make so often, today. We want to work for a time and setting in this country's political setting in which truth, not political calculations, guide policymaking. We want an intricate understanding of all issues, rather than half-baked solutions that, if cleverly-messaged, play well to an unsuspecting electorate. As I said, Jesse specialized in math, but he is rock-solid on any number of topics, particularly politics. I knew I wanted him on board from the word 'go'.
Jesse was my toughest sell. While I felt as though he was leaning toward my camp from the outset, he, in the interest of giving each candidate a fair chance at making their pitch, decided to hear from each person and decide of which team he'd like to be part. As the night progressed, he narrowed his choices to two teams- mine and that of Julianna Andrews, an incredibly charismatic, intelligent student at the University of Arizona. At dinner, Jesse spoke with Julianna and then came to me to offer a chance for me to distinguish my campaign and why he should join. I talked about my unique perspective as a teacher, and the commitment to educational equality resulting therefrom. I argued that, while young progressives have any number of issues that mean most to them, each can agree that progressing toward the type of country and world that we all want, one of equality, justice, fairness, transparent governance, and hope, all starts with offering all children, regardless of background, a fair chance to meet their academic potential. I said that, as a teacher, I had a keen understanding of what that takes, which would shine through during the campaign. Moreover, I told Jesse that this campaign would be ours, not mine. Each person would play an important role in suggesting and developing ideas, whether in terms of policy solutions to pressing problems or planning out the way we will do voter outreach. Eventually, Jesse agreed and decided to hop on board with 'Team Balke'. I was extremely excited to have the confidence and support of this dynamic combination of young minds. Together, we will come up with the ideas and strategy to run a winning campaign. I am thrilled to learn what can achieve, together.
Sunday was our first opportunity to work together as a team in a real campaign situation. The final event on the day's agenda was a debate, which would offer each candidate an opportunity to share her or his beliefs on a number of important progressive issues. The subjects ranged from education, to foreign policy, to the dropping value of the dollar (a question about which I was extremely excited and to which I chimed in immediately to respond). The format was that we would each give a one minute opening statement, respond to two questions from the moderator, have the opportunity to ask each other one question, take two questions from the audience, and then offer a two-minute closing statement.
One minute is not a lot of time. We had what I think was a compelling opening statement planned, which described the inequity I'd observed in my classroom, especially when compared to the opportunity possessed by students in more affluent areas. As one of the staff held up the '30 seconds' sign, I was not even 1/4 of the way through my statement and scrambled to finish up. While I did not botch the statement, it went from what should have been a great strength to a neutral performance. I will work hard to polish this area of my presentation.
As we moved into the questions, I gained steam. I first received a question on 'school choice', which means different things to different people, in many cases referring to school vouchers. I talked about how I think the choice all students should have is that to receive a quality education, regardless of their economic, racial, or social background. I spoke boldly and clearly and think I came off well. Things were off and running.
As we moved along, the other candidates, Mike Makarski (a bold, intelligent, personable young man from New Jersey, who will soon run for school board there), Edwin Zambrano (a passionate, stylish, extremely kind Venezuelan-born community activist from New York City), and Julianna (who, as I said before, is an intelligent, passionate student leader from the University of Arizona), each offered interesting and impressive answers to a wide range of questions. I felt, however, that the message crafted by my team and the delivery I was able to offer, resonated best with the crowd. Moreover, I felt increasingly comfortable and confident, which is precisely what I want most coming out of the FLLA program. I have no shortage of passion or excitement about the issues about which I care most deeply. At times, however, I have felt as though I do not present my beliefs or solutions in as coherent a manner as I would like. This seems to be changing, and I am incredibly excited about that.
When it came time to give our closing statements, I felt determined to make up for my less than stellar performance in the opening. I returned to the cause of educational inequality and my experience as a teacher. I talked about how, while we stand for many important values as progressives, we all stand for giving everyone an equal chance to meet their full potential, particularly with respect to the area of education. Speaking last, I was closing the debate and on a mission to do it well. I looked around the room, connecting with individuals in their eyes, coming to them while staying planted firmly in my chair. I wanted them to feel the passion and fire in my heart about the issue of inequality, of inadequate health care for our country's poor and middle class, and of other issues on which progressive must take the lead if we are to shine as a country. The feeling I experienced reminded me of my long-interview for TFA, when I could feel all the passion and excited I held toward the idea of returning to New Mexico to teaching pouring out of my heart and mind and entering into my interviewer. Things went well on both occassions, and I was pumped as I rose out of the candidate's chair at the close of the debate.
As we move through this campaign, several things will be learned. First, this is the first time I've headed a mature campaign. In college, while running for student senate, which we did successfully, I ran as part of a slate in which I played a key role. However, I did not top the ticket, and there were a numbr of others making decisions to guide our group. Still, I gained valuable experience in that campaign and we enjoyed success. I will certainly translate my experience there into the present effort. We also have to raise money, which I've never done. Reaching out to friends and family to ask for financial support, though seemingly a thing that would create discomfort, is something I feel fine doing. If I believe in myself, which I do, than I should not feel apprehensive about asking others to do what they can to support me. Moreover, I am incredibly blessed to have a number of friends and families who care deeply about me and my personal goals. I look forward to depending on close personal connections to gather financial support for this campaign. Finally, when we come to our final conference in January for the election, I feel confident that our team will have crafted a message and plan that will win the most votes amongst the 200 fellows of the Young People 4 class of 2008 (another progressive, youth leadership program sponsored by PFAW).
The position for which I am running is Youth Ambassador, and my responsibilities are to identify and advocate for the issues that YP4 fellows believe in most strongly and deem most important. I will play a role in YP4 and FLLA's programming and recruitment. There is also the opportunity to travel to different progressive conferences, speaking on the important of youth involvement in the movement, as well as the critical role that young candidates will play in taking our country back from elitist interests and vesting it in the hands of everyday Americans. We have a tremendous task before us, and with my team, I look forward to successfully capturing what is no doubt an amazing opportunity to play a key role in the progressive movement. I ask for your support in this exciting journey.