One melts into two. Two fades to three. Three comes as quickly as the last, and before you know it, five stares you dead in the face. Then, without warning, six has come and gone. That’s right, folks. At Church Rock Academy, we are entering our seventh week of school. Report cards go out in three more weeks, and I’ve just finished grading a test and quiz that will instrumentally form my youngsters’ quarterly marks. What can be the assessment at this point in the game? Well, everyday, we learn a little something new about one another, that is, the students and me. Each day, small battles are fought, whether it means working to become more closely in touch with the feelings of your students, or more fully becoming able to show them why it is that you do the things that you do. As surely as one week flows into another, each day brings with it minute triumphs and small, but notable progress. A synopsis is indeed in order, but first a word on autumn.
I’ve always loved the fall. The way the air increasingly gains a crispness hinting at the cooler months ahead; the way the days slowly become shorter and the darkness hangs out longer during both morning and night; the readiness of sweaters (and long johns) to emerge from deep within the doldrums of one’s closet; the growing appropriateness of a tea for breakfast; the leaves falling off their trees; the pumpkins’ and Halloween costumes’ reawakening after three seasons of inactivity; the excitement that high school football brings to enthusiastic young people and their families, nostalgic for Springsteen’s ‘glory days’, bring a smile to my face and mind; they each call to mind an excitement that only manifests itself at this time of the year. In this corner of New Mexico, and as I make my way to school in ever colder mornings, I close my eyes and reflect on a happiness that this time of year brings and I hope never stops.
Back to school, karma police seem to rule the day. If I’ve put in the time developing a solid lesson, the rewards abound. In other words, my effort directly impacts the actions and attention/interest of students. They can tell when unpreparedness is afoot even more quickly, sometimes, than I know it is there. Karma? Well, yeah, karma. What I do comes around in the classroom. I notice that the most important gains come when I am able to spend meaningful time with students in a one-on-one manner. I’ve retreated from trying to work with as many students as possible as quickly as possible. I would rather make a connection with a student and help her or him perform well on a lesson than have visited, often ineffectually, fifteen. This reverts to the old adage ‘quality not quantity’. I buy in, and think my students, based on their performance when I am able to personally work with them, do, too.
We, as I mentioned, will issue report cards in three weeks and then break for one. Too many students are still not turning in their homework, coming up with increasingly unbelievable (and often humorous) excuses as to why they could not. I don’t buy any of it. If it’s not there on their desk when I come to check and give credit, then it is as if they’ve never done it all. Learning and practicing responsibility is an important, indeed critical, part of personal development, and by golly, I’m going to work to see that my students make strides in this area by the time we’re through.
Many students are up and down. On one day, they will be incredibly into a lesson, participating and contributing readily, whereas, on others, their sole purpose seems to be wreaking havoc on my lesson delivery efforts. This confounds my ability to understand children, as, just when I think I have figured a little something out, one of the whippersnappers (yes, I am a seventy-five-year old) acts in a way that totally throws me back into a state of bewilderment. Perhaps I should be happy about having a job with such marked twist and turns. Yes, perhaps.
At the same time, I become increasingly attune to the fact that, at the end of the day, my kids are really special and good. I hear horror stories from roommates and friends about students using truly awful language, saying alarming things about what they might do to their friends, teachers, and selves, and, in the worst of cases, following through. What can bring such pain and hurt into a human heart? Can the conditions of one’s home, one’s community, indeed one’s own mind bring them to a point where the only release is to bring pain unto themselves or others? Well, I reckon they can, which makes me feel all the more blessed that the most severe of my trouble with students to date is excessive talking, note-passing, and a lack of attentiveness. This, I can handle. A students hurting her or himself, I could not, I think. Hopefully, I will never know for sure.
One of the most exciting weeks of the season to date occurred last week, when an incredibly special friend, who is a first-year teacher in Las Vegas, came to visit and enjoy Gallup. She is a remarkable young person, exceptionally dedicated to her class and students, and one who lives life with a zeal that is the envy and goal of most. She, ever modest of her own abilities, nearly refuses to take credit for the progress she is so obviously making as an educator, but, after observing her with my students when she came to help teach a lesson on the U.S. Constitution last week, and when all my students could do the next day was ask about her and if and when she was coming back, there exists zero doubt in my head that she is a uniquely skilled teacher and that her students will benefit exponentially, both in terms of academic progress and personal development, under her guidance. In other news, we had a great time exploring the many charming facets of life in Gallup, and I was stoked that she met a good portion of my closest friends here. Hopefully, she’s reading this while enjoying the company of her family, remembering that she is missed, and reveling in the many comforts of home.
Finally, I was published, sort of. A local weekly newspaper called the ‘Gallup Herald’ ran a piece I wrote, initially solely for this blog, regarding a Gallup-McKinley County Schools Board of Education meeting I attended at which only one member was present to review results of the districts’ abysmal steps toward reaching No Child Left Behind’s ‘adequate yearly progress’ (AYP). I have a friend at the Herald who kindly donates twenty-five papers each Tuesday for my students, and he passed the piece on to his editor, who, apparently, though it worthy of putting into the paper. I didn’t even know I’d made it in until Thursday, when a colleague complimented me for it and said that she agreed with a lot of the points I’d developed (which was especially complimentary given that she has served as an educator for some thirty years!). So, to view the piece, all you need to do is review my last blog entry and the last paragraph thereof, which is titled something like, ‘In Closing, A Note of Concern’.
Well, the weekend was great. Even though G-Force dropped a 4-1 decision today in Gallup’s adult soccer league, bringing us to 1-1 on the season, I read a ton and finished a couple of great books, including Jimmy Carter’s ‘Palestine: Peace Not Apartheid’, which makes an extremely compelling case that U.S. policy vis-à-vis Israel and the Arab-Israeli Conflict, more generally, is fundamentally misguided, unjust, and quite often against our interests as a county. I appreciated the former president’s (perhaps my favorite prior resident of 1600 Pennsylvania) insights, especially given my upcoming visit to the region and the helpful information he offers regarding the deep history and current issues surrounding the conflict. Thanks, pop, for sending. Also, Friday night offered a great chance to see Church Rock Academy’s star music teacher, with whom I’ve become good chums, live in action performing with his jazz band at a popular local watering hole. It was a great way to close the workweek. On to week seven. The last sentence, since I’m currently listening to them, must be go a little something like this: Radiohead is amazing, and denying this is a disservice to promoting rationality, as well as just a blatantly inaccurate statement about music. Cheers.